Aurora’s Journal











{April 20, 2006}   Out There Somewhere

I sit alone again tonight,

Staring at the full moon's gaze,

Wondering if you're out there somewhere,

Thinking of me as you do the same.

It seems I've spent a thousand lifetimes,

In your arms, In my mind.

But in the morning I'll awaken,

Without the love I just can't find.

I know you're out there somwhere.

I lay here in the full moon's light.

I think of you and close my eyes,

And though I see you plain as day,

In my search for you, I'm lost and blind.

It seems it's been a thousand lifetimes.

If its crazy I don't care.

I've been so many years,

So deep in love,

With someone who isn't really there.

I know you're out there somewhere.

I lay down my head tonight,

And saw your face inside a dream.

You told me never to give up,

That someday you would come for me.

So I'm here alone again,

Wondering how long I must wait.

Against all odds,

I do what you tell me,

Hold on one more day, and just have faith.

I know you're out there somewhere.



{April 20, 2006}   Questions Neverending

I feel so lost,

Sometimes it seems the world is ending

I am left questioning,

Is this the end or the beginning?

These thoughts they spin inside my head,

The flow of questions neverending.

What is your motivation?

Who is this I see in front of me?

Is there a mask you hide behind?

Are you what you claim to be?

Show me who you are inside,

I refuse to live on dreams.

The lies some tell.

Are only serving their own ending.

Pay them no attention,

The truth has its way of winning.

All is shown in its own sweet time.

Be sure the message that you're sending.

From time to time,

They play through my mind.

The questions I refuse to ask.

You can lie to me,

And I'd never know.

The one thing I can't do is lie to myself.

I had my chance,

To tell you everything today,

But looking in your eyes I got lost,

I let the chance just slip away.

Though not blind, you have my trust.

I will chance broken heart, and hell to pay.



{February 20, 2006}   Through the Hourglass

I closed my eyes tonight and saw,

Another world not unlike my own.

Through endless streets of a grand city,

I saw not a soul,

I was alone.

I walked for hours,

In many places I found myself.

I saw both homes,

And grand cathedrals,

Lonely graveyards,

And moonlit beaches.

I saw them on my own.

From time to time,

A voice through the mist,

The vaguest notion of someone there,

Would give me hope,

And set my mind at ease.

There is no one to hold my hand,

Through sunlit days,

Nights of stars,

And infinite dark.

Endless stretches of sand,

Fall through the hourglass,

Before they are dreamed,

Forever gone.



et cetera